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Risu Kinoshita - Sketch Sheet TG OC by Zeraphinda Risu Kinoshita - Sketch Sheet TG OC :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 3 1 Happy late Birthday Hinami ~ by Zeraphinda Happy late Birthday Hinami ~ :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 4 1 Kitteh by Zeraphinda Kitteh :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 3 0 Happy Birthday Conan by Zeraphinda Happy Birthday Conan :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 2 0 Sen-Shuu-gahara by Zeraphinda Sen-Shuu-gahara :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 2 4 This is a first - Semi-Chibi by Zeraphinda This is a first - Semi-Chibi :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 2 3 Perception by Zeraphinda Perception :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 6 0 Looking at nothing by Zeraphinda Looking at nothing :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 2 4 Branches Study by Zeraphinda Branches Study :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 10 4 Hybrid series - Elf  Gnome/Goblin by Zeraphinda Hybrid series - Elf Gnome/Goblin :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 27 8 Hybrid Series - Elf x Ogre by Zeraphinda Hybrid Series - Elf x Ogre :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 10 2 Kiriban - Ikuma Amaki by Zeraphinda Kiriban - Ikuma Amaki :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 4 5 Ahri - WIP by Zeraphinda Ahri - WIP :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 13 7 Naruto Style Ninja - WIP (Sasuke/Itachi crossover) by Zeraphinda Naruto Style Ninja - WIP (Sasuke/Itachi crossover) :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 8 5 Girly knight by Zeraphinda Girly knight :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 3 2 Karate girl by Zeraphinda Karate girl :iconzeraphinda:Zeraphinda 4 4


These days I found an amazing AMV which I honeslty just can't stop watching.
It matches my current state of mind and mood so well I can hardly take my eyes or ears off it.

Reality is hard to face. Especially if you're at a complete loss as to what it even comprises.
In my case, I'm kind of at a loss which steps I shouls be taking to reach a future I could agree live with or even any future at all.
But I know there's people believing in me. And I intend to make them proud and prove myself to myself.
There's people I care about as well, and I want them to be able to be proud of knowing me, by causing the least amount of trouble and the maximum amount of joy I can to them.
I achieved many things I'd could never have believed were possible but also went trough things others just drop their jaws upon hearing it.
Overall, I think I'm going somewhere, it's just painfully slow at the moment. I'm a coward, so change is hard to pursue.
Especially if what you aim for is making everyone happy, despite that simply not being possible.

When life gives you lemons, punch it in the face until it gives you something else. That's always kinda been my attitude. At least internally.

Looking from the outside, It's more likely I will die of acidosis, than that I'd actually manage to willingly and awarely do anything I know could harm someone else.
And to be honest, it sucks. But I assume it will take me a long time to figure out how to live my own life to the fullest without being exploited.

Unfortunately on my road this year I've experenced several major setbacks ultimately forcing me to move back to a very toxic place.
I'm ultimately turning into someone enduring pain instead of stopping it from happening in the first place again.
Really must have been severaly weakened in the last few months. Not really surprising since I'm under constant stress and physical strain.

That also ultimately lead to this:

My wrist is fucked. It hurts. A lot. My "strong" hand is weak and shaky. My usually crooked lines got even worse.

Now hear me out... I'm really giving my best to rest in order for it to recover.
However that has proven to be harder than I thought given my current living circumstances.
Additionally, my constant urge to draw and write isn't proving very helpful either >.<
Either way I'm now experiencing the hell that is wrist strain first hand. And believe me - it seriously sucks.
I can only hope to recover soon.

On the bright side. I'm not planning on giving in or giving up that easily.
More as an experiment actually, I started a patreon and among friends it's been rather well received.
So if you are interested in supporting me, you can check it out here
I make no big promises, because I'm not currently in a state I could keep them, but I'm as always trying my hardest for everyones sake.

Love you all
  • Listening to: Into the Labyrinth
  • Reading: My own mind. At least I'm trying to.
  • Watching: That AMV
  • Playing: waiting to continue playing Persona 5
  • Eating: Not enough - working on that
  • Drinking: Sweetroot Tea


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Linda Schlumpf
Artist | Student | Varied


Hello there, welcome to my DeviantArt Profile, name´s Zeraphinda!

I'm a quirky game design and art student aiming to improve her technique and skills to become a professional one day.
I´m generally nice, so I won’t bite or scratch, unless it´s necessary or you´d like me to ;3

STAMP-mechanical pencils by Sister-of-Charity
Find me on and and as well as
Language Level Swiss-german Expert by Miracat German Level Expert Stamp by Xenophilith BT EN Language Level stamp4 by Faeth-design French 2 by Faeth-design Italian Intermediate Badge by Laufeyon JP Language Level stamp2 by Faeth-design

There is no need to thank me for commenting, hitting the favorite button on your art, gifting you a llama or watching you - If I did so, I enjoyed doing so and you deserve it ;3

I appreciate all of your comments, watches and faves very much - please forgive me if I don´t make it to answer all of you appropriately, the studies are keeping me busy y-y



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Shintari Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student General Artist
Thanks for the +group watch! :)
yereverluvinuncleber Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Professional Interface Designer
Welcome to the design-addicts group, your design work welcome, please read the rules and familarise yourself with the folders, we are strict with submissions going the right place, no commercial offerings will be allowed and anime submissions are discouraged - most of all, do enjoy submitting.
simbalm Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student General Artist
Thanks a lot for :+devwatch:ing! Stay awesome =p!
Everyone Loves Me Stamp by Khrinx
Glinel Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student Interface Designer
Thank you so much for the +WATCH!
It's very much appreciated!

707 Mystic Messenger 9

If you're interested in my work, check out my cosplay page @SharpAmethyst
Tudalia Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
Thanx a tonne for the watch! Keep being awesome!
Gotashi-Chan Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for the watch! Crystal Gems Emote 2 
Manga124 Featured By Owner May 21, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
happy birthday
lostintheflowoftime Featured By Owner May 21, 2017
Happy Birthday! Have a wonderful day :D
TinaLouiseUk Featured By Owner May 21, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Traumkratzer Featured By Owner May 21, 2017
Juhee, juchu,
der grosse Tag, mit grossen Schritten gekommen,
die Elfen haben alles mitgebracht, was du magst!
Nun lasst die Musik erklingen, nach dem Kuchen alle das Tanzbein schwingen!
Einen glücklichen Geburtstag wünsch' ich dir, nur das Beste und alles Glück hoch vier!

Lily Cake Please (Left) Cake emoji kawaii cake Pink bouncing cake Lily Cake Please (Left) 
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